Where. Do. I. Even. Start.
If like me who didn’t go in blind with this book please do that’s all I’m asking. I don’t know whether to say make sure you have a box of tissues or a punching bag cause trust me this author wrote and killed this story all in one go. Me giving this 5 stars surpasses that, I felt everything and it’s way more than a deserving 5. This book is so not for the faint of heart but it’s a book that cut me open and I don’t know if it really redeemed in the end (for me).
So much of this book I’ve experienced and seeing it on words just determines how this author has captured every experience that I have at least felt. I wish I could give away more but then I don’t want to spoil it. If you want an angst read this is one I highly recommend.
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Ok, this book has an insanely high level of angst.
I wasn’t sure what I was getting myself into with this book, all I knew was that CL Matthews wrote it so I was going to dive in. Then I heard it was about a marriage falling apart and thought that sounded interesting. When I got the arc it comes with a warning- there’s not just cheating here, there’s domestic violence and death, so much sadness and pain. But as these characters learn, strength comes from pain, knowing your alive because you can feel that pain. But for some people this pain is too much and they ‘shut down’. Even now writing this review a week later and I’m getting emotional over it.So let me say this, I loved Jase and Lo together. I didn’t like Ellie from the beginning and I didn’t like grown up Toby either. This couple had soo many things against them it just wasn’t fair but in the end they fought for each other and for the truths to come out. That’s all I needed was all the truths to come out but CL doesn’t give you everything until the right time.I loved that there were other POV scattered throughout, I’m amazed at how angsty this book was, especially at the end- I couldn’t sit still and I was swearing out loud. Can’t wait to see where you go next CL Matthews.
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Reviewed in Australia on 15 March 2021
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Reviewed in Australia on 13 August 2019
So let me say this, I loved Jase and Lo together. I didn’t like Ellie from the beginning and I didn’t like grown up Toby either. This couple had soo many things against them it just wasn’t fair but in the end they fought for each other and for the truths to come out. That’s all I needed was all the truths to come out but CL doesn’t give you everything until the right time.
I loved that there were other POV scattered throughout, I’m amazed at how angsty this book was, especially at the end- I couldn’t sit still and I was swearing out loud. Can’t wait to see where you go next CL Matthews.
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Ok, this book has an insanely high level of angst.
Reviewed in Australia on 13 August 2019
I wasn’t sure what I was getting myself into with this book, all I knew was that CL Matthews wrote it so I was going to dive in. Then I heard it was about a marriage falling apart and thought that sounded interesting. When I got the arc it comes with a warning- there’s not just cheating here, there’s domestic violence and death, so much sadness and pain. But as these characters learn, strength comes from pain, knowing your alive because you can feel that pain. But for some people this pain is too much and they ‘shut down’. Even now writing this review a week later and I’m getting emotional over it.Reviewed in Australia on 13 August 2019
So let me say this, I loved Jase and Lo together. I didn’t like Ellie from the beginning and I didn’t like grown up Toby either. This couple had soo many things against them it just wasn’t fair but in the end they fought for each other and for the truths to come out. That’s all I needed was all the truths to come out but CL doesn’t give you everything until the right time.
I loved that there were other POV scattered throughout, I’m amazed at how angsty this book was, especially at the end- I couldn’t sit still and I was swearing out loud. Can’t wait to see where you go next CL Matthews.
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gillbee16
heart wrenchingly good
Reviewed in the United Kingdom on 14 January 2024Verified Purchase
Maura
I judged this book by its cover
Reviewed in France on 12 March 2021Verified Purchase
Maura
Reviewed in France on 12 March 2021
Book came on the promised time frame and I have since ordered another from amazon.fr. The book is a great read and this cover is perfect.
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Jenifer Adelhardt
An honest, raw depiction of what love can overcome.
Reviewed in the United States on 1 November 2019Verified Purchase
Lady Lauren Explorer
4.5
Reviewed in the United States on 5 February 2022Verified Purchase
LA Chase
Inhale/exhale
Reviewed in Canada on 9 June 2021Verified Purchase
