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I Can Be A Better You: A shocking psychological thriller Kindle Edition

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When Fig Coxbury buys a house on West Barrett Street, it's not because she likes the neighborhood, or even because she likes the house. It's because everything she desires is next door: The husband, the child, and the life that belongs to someone else.
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New York Times & USA Today bestselling author Tarryn Fisher is cooler than you, but not one to rub it in your face. She graduated first in her class at Hogwarts school of Witchcraft and Wizardry. She is a lover of human nature, and a real life villain (House of Slytherin). Her heart is dark, but she loves you with it anyway. Currently she lives in Washington with her son and daughter, and just finished her ninth novel, Bad Mommy, which is now available.

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  • ASIN ‏ : ‎ B01N7LNCZQ
  • Publisher ‏ : ‎ (December 24, 2016)
  • Publication date ‏ : ‎ December 24, 2016
  • Language ‏ : ‎ English
  • File size ‏ : ‎ 3005 KB
  • Simultaneous device usage ‏ : ‎ Unlimited
  • Text-to-Speech ‏ : ‎ Enabled
  • Screen Reader ‏ : ‎ Supported
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  • Word Wise ‏ : ‎ Enabled
  • Sticky notes ‏ : ‎ On Kindle Scribe
  • Print length ‏ : ‎ 300 pages
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4.3 out of 5 stars
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4⭐️Fig had a miscarriage, I think (you never can be too sure with Fig), and now she thinks she found the soul of her lost daughter in another little girl who would be the right age. But that girl has a mommy. Fig becomes obsessed with the child and how her mom MUST be a "bad mommy" since she isn't her. Obsessed to the point she moves next door. Obsessed to the point she befriends and then starts emulating the woman. Obsessed to the point that she is falling for her husband. But how much is real, and how much is just in Fig's head?Darius is the husband. The daddy. He seems like a good guy. A therapist, a loving father, a devoted husband, a narcissist. Obsessed with sex and any woman he meets, his practice is his playground. He doesn't like Fig around his wife, but he keeps Fig around for himself.Jolene is the "bad mommy" only she not. She is the last pov we hear from. She pulls your heart string with how much she truly understands about what is going on. Yet she truly is a good person, and as the people around her destroy her, she keeps trying to help. Jolene's biggest flaw is that she is a "fixer" and wants to "heal" the broken in people.From beginning to end, I greatly enjoyed this read. I emphasized with Fig and sympathized with Jolene all while loathing Darius. The characters and settings were so well written that I got drawn in and lost in their lives.**The very last sentence blew me away. A final twist. This author holds nothing and can pull it out even when, for all appearances, the book is done!
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Reviewed in the United States on September 3, 2018
Bad Mommy by Tarryn Fisher is one of the best psychological thrillers I have read in years of reading psychological thrillers. It is a five-star plus Amazon read which I highly recommend. I didn’t even mind paying the full Amazon price of USD 3.99. It has a very different organizational style which almost makes it three novels in one while still having one easily recognized theme and story. The three parts; The Psychopath, The Sociopath, and The Writer, tell one disturbing and twisted story in fifty-two chapters from three points of view. I liked the title of Chapter fifty-two; Chapter One.

I listened to one-third of the book on Audible.com while traveling to and from work. The narration, by Brittany Pressley, Lance Greenfield, and Carly Robins is superb. But the story was so interesting I switched to reading it because I became impatient with the speed of the narration. I read faster than the narrators speak. Yes, there is a handy little button in Audible that allows me to speed up the reading but then the sound would have been distorted. In the 1x narration speed, the story is creepy.

Fig is the psychopath. She is married to George and they had tried to have a child. She blamed the miscarriage on George. Not that he had anything to do with the miscarriage physically, it just seemed to Fig that he got over it quickly, didn’t want to talk about it, and did not pay attention to Fig’s feelings. Luckily, Fig had a series of therapists to help her get over the tragedy. Her favorite therapist convinced Fig that her baby was alive but in another body. When Fig found her baby, their two souls would recognize each other and Fig would able to reclaim her baby and be the good mother she knew she could be.

Jolene is the writer. She has a cute child named Mercy Moo. Living with husband Darius, she has a vaguely defined marital relationship that might be considered an open marriage. But Jolene doesn’t consider it that way. She doesn’t stray and doesn’t want to. She doesn’t want Darius to stray either. She only demands one thing, the truth. What she doesn’t want to really know, what she might know but does not admit, won’t hurt her. She has an interesting new neighbor with an odd fixation that Jolene is slow to notice and even slower to admit. The neighbor, Fig has one fixation Jolene does not know about. Fig has identified Mercy as her lost child and soulmate.

Darius is the sociopath. He might be able to diagnose himself as one since he is a counselor/therapist/psychologist; his credential is a bit unclear. Darius has no interest in self-diagnosis and would never believe himself to be a sociopath. He is too busy dealing with his sex addiction. Among other things, he must conceal his activities from his wife. Then he must conceal his sexual activities with his patients from investigations by ethics boards and police. Darius recognizes that Fig is a psychopath and a danger to Jolene. But he is also fascinated by Fig and the possibilities that the manipulation of Fig might bring to the satisfaction of his addiction.

This is the second novel I have read/listened to by Tarryn Fisher. The first one I reviewed, The Opportunist, was underwhelming. I couldn’t believe I finished it. In that review, I mentioned that Fisher might be a “pendulum” writer who produced both really good and much less-than-good novels. This novel was so much the polar opposite that my view is confirmed but now I have to go read more from her to see where other of her novels fit on the scale of from mediocre to great. Bad Mommy is great.

There are a couple of plot holes here and there but the overall quality of story and writing make it easy for the reader mind to gloss over minor imperfections. There is probably language that is offensive to some, especially females. I found this interesting since the author is female. Her female characters (not Darius the sex addict) use the forbidden “c***” word. No, this does not refer to a male appendage. But, there are female artists such as Sally Fields who have a very different take on the use of the word. I digress.

The three main characters of the novel offer the reader many surprises. There are action events, such as who is doing what to whom but the real surprises come with the development or degeneration of the thinking and minds of the Sociopath and the Writer. Those two characters are developed very well. Darius seems sort of stuck as far as character development but, again, the excellence of the story via the other two main characters make this a very enjoyable and even addictive (sorry Darius) reading experience. Once I switched from Audible to Kindle print, I didn’t stop reading until the end. And the end is simply clever. Not cerebral, but clever.

On to read more Tarryn Fisher novels.
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Reviewed in the United States on February 21, 2017
Bad Mommy is the kind of book you have to think on or in my case, read twice and discuss with everyone I know. It's a book that can't be taken at face value, because each reader will interpret the characters and the scenarios so differently. It's creepy, it's thought provoking, and in many cases it hits close to home. Fig, Darius, and Jolene are fascinating characters, each has psychological issues, though some are far more terrifying than others. Separated into three parts, readers follow the same story line from the very different perspectives of the three main characters. The result is a terrifying, psychological thriller-esque style novel that leaves you questioning everything.

“There were three things that drew women into a hungry-eyed cluster: liquor, men, and gossip. Gossip was the strongest draw, but put all three together and you had a sort of desperate, heated frenzy on your hands.”

I liked Fig...which is probably absolutely insane to admit, but I LOVE reading from a well-written, unreliable narrator. I knew, within about 10% of the book, that Fig was going to be the kind of character you couldn't trust, but I never expected just how much was fabricated. She's absolutely the most psychopathic character I have ever read from the perspective of, but yes, I liked her. I liked her "figging out," as we PLNs have taken to saying. The things she did, every girl at some point has thought of a few of them, but she followed through on every crazy, creepy, sneaky little thing. She is the stalker you joke about, but never expect to truly have. I was drawn to the crazy, to her holding Jolene on a pedestal to the point of insanity. Darius and Jolene, however, effed me up. There's no better way to put that. I never expected their perspectives and what they revealed, never. Tarryn shows that the one sided perspective of Fig hides so much that we hadn't seen, from her own life, to those that she coveted in Darius and Jolene. I quickly began to question the view I had relied on from Fig, about her friendships, about those she interacted with, about her life in general. The questions piled up, as did the distrust in every single character and in every moment.

"People didn’t want to hear the truth. They had their ideas and any deviation made them uncomfortable."

The book, from beginning to end, was uncomfortable to read. It's something I've come to expect and like about Tarryn Fisher, but Bad Mommy feels almost too real. The questions, all that is left unanswered, made me start to think that the story was more than just based on a few real life situations. I felt trapped, suffocated, and completely confused by the characters, by their actions, and by the final ending. Left with an ending that is absolutely open to interpretation, this book weighed on me for days, it actually has continued to eat at me over a week later, but that doesn't mean it wasn't good. Tarryn Fisher's incredible prose kept me turning the pages, the intrigue enchanted me and kept me reading the craziness, it's the kind of book that you just have to know the ending to.

"I was selfish that way, wanting people to bend and give me the love I needed, not necessarily the love they knew how to give."

Bad Mommy is Tarryn Fisher literature at its finest and longtime fans of TF will not be disappointed. Like her other novels, this book doesn't fit into one genre, it doesn't follow any similar story line to her previous novels, though it does have the Easter eggs fans have grown to love. It will leave all readers guessing and you will fall to one side or the other, you will love it or hate it, but the general consensus is that you will not be able to put it down. You will question your own life, you might have to "Fig out" a bit about Tarryn's personal life, but mostly you will be left questioning the reality of the three characters and the messed up time that they shared together.
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Reviewed in the United States on April 29, 2024
I love the way the book was written. I thought part of the enjoyment of the story was not knowing what to expect in this book I will absolutely love that story.

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Clairey 🤍
5.0 out of 5 stars What a book 🤩
Reviewed in the United Kingdom on May 9, 2023
Tarryn Fisher may just be one of my fave Authors. This book was sooooo good. The twists, and turns had me up reading till stupid o’clock in the morning. That ending though!! It was everything 💋👌🏼.
One of my top reads of 2023 so far.
Mia
5.0 out of 5 stars I Can Be A Better You
Reviewed in Germany on January 4, 2020
Typical Tarryn Fisher; cannot put down, chew your nails psychological thriller! Top read!
A.M
5.0 out of 5 stars Could not put this down!
Reviewed in Australia on May 4, 2023
Amazing! One of those books you couldn't put down!
MJ Symmonds
5.0 out of 5 stars Hop on the crazy train!!!!
Reviewed in Canada on January 2, 2017
So my first read of 2017 and what a way to start the year!!

Tarryn Fisher certainly knows how to write psychological thriller. I was so immersed in this story. It captivates you and you need to know what Fig the crazy, messed up psycho is plotting next. Fig is a very interesting character to say the least. Her crazy sociopathic mind has convinced her that the soul of her miscarried baby lives in Mercy the child of Jolene Avery. She has convinced herself that she deserves to live Jolene's life - The husband & the child must be hers.

"I see you getting things you don't deserve, living it up. It f-ing sucks. I feel resentful because I deserve it more than you do. I could be a better you, that's what it boils down to. I'm every woman; it's all in me."

When I say this woman is bat s*** crazy I mean it in the most deluded way. They say that imitation is the biggest form of flattery but there are some that take it to a whole new level.

"I think I 'll go with the cancer thing again, I thought, stepping through the back door. It added just enough vunerability."

Now Jolene and Darius are quite the characters as well. Darius is a Psychlogist who has demons of his own and Jolene is an author who tries to see the good in everyone and help people who need her in their lives. She feels that even though Darius thinks Fig is a stalker and trying to emulate Jolene that she just needs someone in her life to make her feel important.

"She likes to win, but you're the most important person to beat. She's obsessed with trying to one-up you. I mean she's obsessed with you in general, but one-upping her obsession is definitely priority."

This book is all kinds of messed up but in the most perfect way. Ms. Fisher weaves such an enthralling tale of obsession that takes you on a trip to an epic train wreck.

P.S. The ending, pure brilliance.
Céline
5.0 out of 5 stars A unique and frightening read
Reviewed in France on February 19, 2017
Same as last year, I wanted to start off the year with one of my favorite authors' new book. Let's say that I wasn't disappointed.

As always, Tarryn Fisher's books are quite unique in their perspective, I found the writing to be excellent and compelling. I couldn't put the book down with how uncomfortable I felt throughout all the scenes. We can see the actions from three different characters who we found out to be unreliable in their narrative. It's up to the reader to discern the "truth" from the "imagined" and it's quite clever.

If you like twisted characters, damaged people and brillant plot ? Go ahead, you'll thank me later.
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