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I Can Be A Better You: A shocking psychological thriller Kindle Edition
- LanguageEnglish
- Publication dateDecember 24, 2016
- File size3005 KB
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About the Author
New York Times & USA Today bestselling author Tarryn Fisher is cooler than you, but not one to rub it in your face. She graduated first in her class at Hogwarts school of Witchcraft and Wizardry. She is a lover of human nature, and a real life villain (House of Slytherin). Her heart is dark, but she loves you with it anyway. Currently she lives in Washington with her son and daughter, and just finished her ninth novel, Bad Mommy, which is now available.
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- ASIN : B01N7LNCZQ
- Publisher : (December 24, 2016)
- Publication date : December 24, 2016
- Language : English
- File size : 3005 KB
- Simultaneous device usage : Unlimited
- Text-to-Speech : Enabled
- Screen Reader : Supported
- Enhanced typesetting : Enabled
- X-Ray : Enabled
- Word Wise : Enabled
- Sticky notes : On Kindle Scribe
- Print length : 300 pages
- Best Sellers Rank: #88,932 in Kindle Store (See Top 100 in Kindle Store)
- #917 in Psychological Fiction (Kindle Store)
- #1,108 in Psychological Fiction (Books)
- #1,833 in Psychological Thrillers (Kindle Store)
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I listened to one-third of the book on Audible.com while traveling to and from work. The narration, by Brittany Pressley, Lance Greenfield, and Carly Robins is superb. But the story was so interesting I switched to reading it because I became impatient with the speed of the narration. I read faster than the narrators speak. Yes, there is a handy little button in Audible that allows me to speed up the reading but then the sound would have been distorted. In the 1x narration speed, the story is creepy.
Fig is the psychopath. She is married to George and they had tried to have a child. She blamed the miscarriage on George. Not that he had anything to do with the miscarriage physically, it just seemed to Fig that he got over it quickly, didn’t want to talk about it, and did not pay attention to Fig’s feelings. Luckily, Fig had a series of therapists to help her get over the tragedy. Her favorite therapist convinced Fig that her baby was alive but in another body. When Fig found her baby, their two souls would recognize each other and Fig would able to reclaim her baby and be the good mother she knew she could be.
Jolene is the writer. She has a cute child named Mercy Moo. Living with husband Darius, she has a vaguely defined marital relationship that might be considered an open marriage. But Jolene doesn’t consider it that way. She doesn’t stray and doesn’t want to. She doesn’t want Darius to stray either. She only demands one thing, the truth. What she doesn’t want to really know, what she might know but does not admit, won’t hurt her. She has an interesting new neighbor with an odd fixation that Jolene is slow to notice and even slower to admit. The neighbor, Fig has one fixation Jolene does not know about. Fig has identified Mercy as her lost child and soulmate.
Darius is the sociopath. He might be able to diagnose himself as one since he is a counselor/therapist/psychologist; his credential is a bit unclear. Darius has no interest in self-diagnosis and would never believe himself to be a sociopath. He is too busy dealing with his sex addiction. Among other things, he must conceal his activities from his wife. Then he must conceal his sexual activities with his patients from investigations by ethics boards and police. Darius recognizes that Fig is a psychopath and a danger to Jolene. But he is also fascinated by Fig and the possibilities that the manipulation of Fig might bring to the satisfaction of his addiction.
This is the second novel I have read/listened to by Tarryn Fisher. The first one I reviewed, The Opportunist, was underwhelming. I couldn’t believe I finished it. In that review, I mentioned that Fisher might be a “pendulum” writer who produced both really good and much less-than-good novels. This novel was so much the polar opposite that my view is confirmed but now I have to go read more from her to see where other of her novels fit on the scale of from mediocre to great. Bad Mommy is great.
There are a couple of plot holes here and there but the overall quality of story and writing make it easy for the reader mind to gloss over minor imperfections. There is probably language that is offensive to some, especially females. I found this interesting since the author is female. Her female characters (not Darius the sex addict) use the forbidden “c***” word. No, this does not refer to a male appendage. But, there are female artists such as Sally Fields who have a very different take on the use of the word. I digress.
The three main characters of the novel offer the reader many surprises. There are action events, such as who is doing what to whom but the real surprises come with the development or degeneration of the thinking and minds of the Sociopath and the Writer. Those two characters are developed very well. Darius seems sort of stuck as far as character development but, again, the excellence of the story via the other two main characters make this a very enjoyable and even addictive (sorry Darius) reading experience. Once I switched from Audible to Kindle print, I didn’t stop reading until the end. And the end is simply clever. Not cerebral, but clever.
On to read more Tarryn Fisher novels.
“There were three things that drew women into a hungry-eyed cluster: liquor, men, and gossip. Gossip was the strongest draw, but put all three together and you had a sort of desperate, heated frenzy on your hands.”
I liked Fig...which is probably absolutely insane to admit, but I LOVE reading from a well-written, unreliable narrator. I knew, within about 10% of the book, that Fig was going to be the kind of character you couldn't trust, but I never expected just how much was fabricated. She's absolutely the most psychopathic character I have ever read from the perspective of, but yes, I liked her. I liked her "figging out," as we PLNs have taken to saying. The things she did, every girl at some point has thought of a few of them, but she followed through on every crazy, creepy, sneaky little thing. She is the stalker you joke about, but never expect to truly have. I was drawn to the crazy, to her holding Jolene on a pedestal to the point of insanity. Darius and Jolene, however, effed me up. There's no better way to put that. I never expected their perspectives and what they revealed, never. Tarryn shows that the one sided perspective of Fig hides so much that we hadn't seen, from her own life, to those that she coveted in Darius and Jolene. I quickly began to question the view I had relied on from Fig, about her friendships, about those she interacted with, about her life in general. The questions piled up, as did the distrust in every single character and in every moment.
"People didn’t want to hear the truth. They had their ideas and any deviation made them uncomfortable."
The book, from beginning to end, was uncomfortable to read. It's something I've come to expect and like about Tarryn Fisher, but Bad Mommy feels almost too real. The questions, all that is left unanswered, made me start to think that the story was more than just based on a few real life situations. I felt trapped, suffocated, and completely confused by the characters, by their actions, and by the final ending. Left with an ending that is absolutely open to interpretation, this book weighed on me for days, it actually has continued to eat at me over a week later, but that doesn't mean it wasn't good. Tarryn Fisher's incredible prose kept me turning the pages, the intrigue enchanted me and kept me reading the craziness, it's the kind of book that you just have to know the ending to.
"I was selfish that way, wanting people to bend and give me the love I needed, not necessarily the love they knew how to give."
Bad Mommy is Tarryn Fisher literature at its finest and longtime fans of TF will not be disappointed. Like her other novels, this book doesn't fit into one genre, it doesn't follow any similar story line to her previous novels, though it does have the Easter eggs fans have grown to love. It will leave all readers guessing and you will fall to one side or the other, you will love it or hate it, but the general consensus is that you will not be able to put it down. You will question your own life, you might have to "Fig out" a bit about Tarryn's personal life, but mostly you will be left questioning the reality of the three characters and the messed up time that they shared together.
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One of my top reads of 2023 so far.
Tarryn Fisher certainly knows how to write psychological thriller. I was so immersed in this story. It captivates you and you need to know what Fig the crazy, messed up psycho is plotting next. Fig is a very interesting character to say the least. Her crazy sociopathic mind has convinced her that the soul of her miscarried baby lives in Mercy the child of Jolene Avery. She has convinced herself that she deserves to live Jolene's life - The husband & the child must be hers.
"I see you getting things you don't deserve, living it up. It f-ing sucks. I feel resentful because I deserve it more than you do. I could be a better you, that's what it boils down to. I'm every woman; it's all in me."
When I say this woman is bat s*** crazy I mean it in the most deluded way. They say that imitation is the biggest form of flattery but there are some that take it to a whole new level.
"I think I 'll go with the cancer thing again, I thought, stepping through the back door. It added just enough vunerability."
Now Jolene and Darius are quite the characters as well. Darius is a Psychlogist who has demons of his own and Jolene is an author who tries to see the good in everyone and help people who need her in their lives. She feels that even though Darius thinks Fig is a stalker and trying to emulate Jolene that she just needs someone in her life to make her feel important.
"She likes to win, but you're the most important person to beat. She's obsessed with trying to one-up you. I mean she's obsessed with you in general, but one-upping her obsession is definitely priority."
This book is all kinds of messed up but in the most perfect way. Ms. Fisher weaves such an enthralling tale of obsession that takes you on a trip to an epic train wreck.
P.S. The ending, pure brilliance.
As always, Tarryn Fisher's books are quite unique in their perspective, I found the writing to be excellent and compelling. I couldn't put the book down with how uncomfortable I felt throughout all the scenes. We can see the actions from three different characters who we found out to be unreliable in their narrative. It's up to the reader to discern the "truth" from the "imagined" and it's quite clever.
If you like twisted characters, damaged people and brillant plot ? Go ahead, you'll thank me later.